You were always there within my heart,
where I kept my deepest secrets, where I have nurtured innumerable thoughts..
Yet I seeked you outside only to find my efforts futile!
I thought that you were my happiness
You were the force that would keep me away from wary notions..
I had floated through waves of sheer joy and utter sadness,
Yet never realised how days passed by..
I saw your reflection in everything, in whatever was dear to me..
The more I loved you, the more I became selfless
You were beyond anything else and I revered you with all my heart and soul!
Through despair or unceasing enthusiasm, I had been aloof enough not to feel your presence..
I had complained about you being indifferent, without being aware of my own insecurity!
I now realise, that I had paid no heed to my own self!
I did not search the deep soul within..
I had overlooked that what makes me pious is your very being in me!
Now that the realisation has dawned...
No wonder I find rejuvination in melancholy strains and
No wonder I will find solace when death embraces me!!
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