sesh ahuti....

sesh ahuti diye gelam tomae
aponar jibon
grohon koro jodi,
ei tucho dhon
,firayona abohalay,
ratri nishitho ondhokare
nirjon pother alo andhaare,
dekhite pai keboli tomari mukh..
trishito bokher ei oprotyashito sukh..
lolate lekha nei mor se ami jani,
tobuo ei bedon ki kore mani
tumi nei , tumi nei....
nidraheen, klanto, jirno kaya
ahoto korilo eki dushshahoshi maya
hothat milaye jaye sudur, bohudur...
nimilito ankhi pate, asru baari dhara
jhoro jhoro jhoreo hoena sara...
keu haath dhore taar, keu sudhu chuye chole jaye
himer rater shishir bheja pataye pataye..
sunite payi amar hridoyo spondon...
dur hote bohu dur hote
bheshe ashe aji suprobhate..
tikhno tirer agro bidhiye buke
byartho premer birohini
ajo kichutei mante parini..
tumi nei, tumi nei.....

imprudent bargain.....

I know I have nothing to ask from you...

If i ask for concern,

I get ignorance



If I ask for kindness,

I get scolded



If I ask for decissions,

You ask me to stall



If i ask for help,

you would just simply surpass them



If i ask for love

i would just be greeted with a nasty look



If i ask for forgiveness,

You punish me even more



If i desire to remain close,

You would make sure that i get repelled



If I ask for a fraction of a moments happiness,

I get enough pain to last me a life time



But

One thing that I certainly not ask for and am scared that you would give it to me sooner or later...

that is Freedom from our relationship



Let this bond be eternal and blissful...

A thought for the day

live beyond death,
love beyond self,
look beyond looks,
give beyond gain..
.transcend beyond horizon,
exist beyond being.....
All of this make one immortal;
and unbound by frame of time and space